Saturday, October 23, 2004

withers away @ 1:04 am

It's something Mystical

our WR is finally done, binded and handed up. im relieved. phew. working on it continuously for 2 days isnt a joke. tues afternoon all the way into the night without lunch, throughout the night, slept or napped for 2h, woke up went sch and immediately plunged into it again. ponned assembly and gp to continue doing. had focus grp discussion in between for cca leaders. have another one after op. bleah. anyway, then didnt go for lunch to continue doing. had chem lesson which turned out to be counselling session by mr goh. he's a nice and good teacher:) after that we had permission to continue working on it for maths and econs tut. and continue working through the afternoon. supposed to be handed in at 4pm. ms tan got so worried. she called and helped us extend deadline to today 8am. thank god. we cant thank the teachers enough for being so accomodating and helpful. we are feeling quite guilty.. last min it was decided that we had to come to my house to print it since there was no colour printer anywhere else nearer. so all of them came plus bao plus pin. we continued editing our wr while bao slacked around and helped occasionally. we had to beg yongsheng to stop the photocopying shop from closing coz we needed to bind in sch. the whole situation was so comical yet so desperate. we ended up printing just a few pages (since my printer is so damn slow wen printing coloured pgs) and plus parts of pin's wr that he doesnt want, and let barney and casie go sch to let the auntie bind. so that we can get the envelop with the sch stamp on it. joanne and i remained to continue editing. there were so many probs and at the v last prob which is the stupid flowchart i nearly just broke down. it was getting v late, casie and barney were waiting for joanne to bring the wr to sch, and photocopying shops close relatively early. the wr took 45 min to print. i hate my printer. but better than nothing. by the time joanne left it was 8. i was still worried if they could find an open shop. at first they couldnt. but they eventually did. thank god again. everything was done. proper. handed up today. phew.
but our tech run and dry run is next mon and tues. we havent even thought of anything for op. this is great. the file is in quite a mess too. i was trying to sort it out. not much use. nvm.
oh yah and now mum is confused betw joanne and joan. haha.
havent been sleeping much. continuously stressed too. this is bad. coz i end up grumpy and ppl like bao and joan get it from me. i sux. nvm.
things lost can be found again. for some things, chances missed would never come back. i suppose its true that there's no such things as second chances sometimes.. i hope i wont regret whatever im doing now. but even if i do, i dont have a second chance anymore.